Me, Kate - KtBlEyes

I am copying what I wrote in my weight loss journey journal this morning. Outside to the World I was happy, but inside I was very broken. I am worth it. I was always trying to lose weight and always I would fail. Even when I almost died from heart problems, I still did not get wise. I still could not control my pain. Food comforted and forgave and did not ask me to be better. It just was. I became depressed deeply when our little grandchild was born with special needs. I hate the term birth defects. I am like a lot of others trying to lose weight. I have tried every diet that comes out, to no avail. Mostly because I have never had follow through. I quit too quickly. But not this time. This time I am in a battle to win back my life. My new Life started today.